Kindly jump off of your self-entitled high horse and stop invading my life. I’ve put you in my past, fucking well stay there.
How astonishingly perfect. The shit storm from within the family. Fucking. Great.
Oh, all the things I could say.
aeolianwinds: Bombay Bicycle Club - Always Like...
I have very little money and keep getting turned away from jobs, but I think I’m the happiest I’ve been in a very long time. I met someone who I’ve got so much in common with; I feel perhaps more connected with her than I’ve been with anyone else. I just hope she feels the same way, not to take things too fast. We’ll see how it goes, ‘tis my cursed trait to mess...
wyskijinjah: I am gonna make it through this...
I Met a Girl
Who liked Floyd, was charming and intelligent, beautiful, read passionately and with breadth and has a boyfriend. A series of twine mangled into one constant knot, such is my life. - FbW.
Off to see John Green,
I miss you. So. Fucking. Much. And Iove you. And Im getting over that.
Im almost positive I’m part of no integrated friend group, as much as I would like to be. I’ve been welcomed by many, but an intruder I constantly am. In my own, meandering, pathetic ways, I just don’t want to disrupt good times for my own benefit of life. Perhaps Im just very tired.
She floods back to me sometimes. Im not, Im not, Im not. I feel the fiery lotus of those eyes: harkening to gravestones passed, villages missed - Seaside benches, production line. Fear not: I ponder reunion no longer but I quest for re-invigoration on the daily. I was in love, I am in love, and I will escape this love, But gentle amor has shaken centuries and I fear it’ll shake...
I never forgot.